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    Monday, April 5th, 2004
    8:52 am
    Stole From Sophie
    o. First name: Jack(ie)
    o. Middle name: Brian
    o. Last name: Burlison
    o. Nickname(s): DeathMetalJack, Jack-o and Jackberg
    o. Age: 21
    o. Birthday: nov. 16
    o. Height: 5'7
    o. Hair color: Brown
    o. Eye color: Brown
    o. Glasses: all the time
    o. Contacts: not for me
    o. Braces: nope
    o. Hair short or long: longish
    o. Where you were born: TN
    o. Where you now live: TN
    o. Astrology sign: Scorpio
    o. Chinese zodiac sign: no clue
    o. Nationality: american
    o. Heritage: caucasion and some American Indian
    o. Bad habits: biting my nails
    o. Piercing: no thanks
    o. Tattoos: DeathMetalLogo on my back and Maybe a LordGore and Mortician tats on each forearm
    o. Are you still in school: no
    o. Current grade: --
    o. Favorite grade: --
    o. Worst grade: --
    o. Favorite teacher: --
    o. Worst teacher: --
    o. Favorite subject: --
    o. Worst subject: --
    o. Buy or bring lunch: --
    o. School sports: --
    o. High school: --
    o. School activities: --
    o. Popular or what: --
    o. Favorite memory: Meeting my friends Matt and Andrew
    o. Worst memory: --

    FAVORITE
    o. TV show: WWE RAW,X-Play and FamilyGuy
    o. Movie: beetlejuice, pumpkinhead, bloodstone species
    o. Actress: Molly Parker
    o. Actor: Charlie Sheen
    o. Scent: no clue
    o. Holiday: thanksgiving
    o. Band: I liek way to many. Been listening to alot of LordGore,Ghoul,Haemorrhage,Machetazo,FrightMare and SplatterHouse.
    o. Singer: Frediablo
    o. Music: Death-Metal and Gore-Metal
    o. Fast song: "Initiate Murder Sequence" by Leng T'che
    o. Slow song: "Breakfast at the Manchestor Morgue" by LordGore
    o. Thing in your room: TV,PC,CDs,Radio,XBOX,DVDs,XboxGames,Dreamcast,DreamcastGames,Clock,Bed, Posters,picture..etc
    o. Place to be: Playing Guitar
    o. Radio station: I hate the Radio
    o. TV channel: Spike,CartoonNetwork and TechTV
    o. Restaurant: Sonic(chillie Pies!)
    o. Country: Sweden,Italy,Norway,USA..
    o. State: None (i guess TN tho)
    o. Boy's names: Chris,Cody,Ben,Shawn..why am I naming boys?
    o. Girl's names: Molly,Tammy,Sophie,Runhild,Amber.
    o. Swear word: fuck
    o. Month: November
    o. Song: as of now "Morgue Whore" by LordGore
    PRIVATE LIFE
    o. Boyfriend/girlfriend: not anymore..will again eventually tho.
    o. Crush: There is a chick at a Grocery Store I would like to go down on..that count?
    o. Do you love anyone right now: yes if you count friends and family
    o. Have you ever been in love: I'm not sure.
    o. How many hearts have you broken: i'm a sexy beast TONS!..ok none
    o. How many people broke your heart: a few
    o. So what's your bf/gf like: ummm..
    o. Do you go more by looks or personality: Personality, but looks play a aprt, like it or not, its true.
    o. Ever kiss a friend: kissed Starr once.. we where only joking around tho.
    o. Are you still friends: havnt seen her in years
    o. Do you smoke: no
    o. How about weed: never
    o. Acid: nope
    o. How about a little ecstasy: nope
    o. Crack, heroin, anything else: no damnit NO!

    HAVE YOU EVER
    o. Flashed someone: no
    o. Told the person you liked how you felt: yes
    o. Gotten really REALLY wasted: no
    o. Skateboarded: yes
    o. Skinny dipped: no
    o. Been to a concert: yes
    o. Been to another country: no
    o. Talked back to an adult: yes
    o. Given money to some homeless person: yes
    o. Cried to get out of trouble: maybe when Iw as a small kid..i dunno
    o. Kissed a friend's brother/sister: no

    THE LAST THING
    o. You ate: chips
    o. You drank: Dr.Pepper
    o. The last place you went: Brothers ouse
    o. Last thing you bought: Mountain Dew
    o. Last person you saw: My mom
    o. Last person you talked to: Travis
    tto. Last song you heard: Haemorrhage "Mortuary Riot"

    Current Mood: blank
    Monday, March 15th, 2004
    11:04 pm
    hello all
    it is I, jack. lets see alot has happen.

    me and Tammy spend thursday and friday together.. well some of friday anyways, we had so much fun. it was awesome, she is so amazing and nice its great. I'm like so lucky, its great.

    lets see me matt kasy and fieldmouse watched WM20, which wasnt that great, but eh it was fun watching. Goldberg and Lesner getting booed out of the building was so worth it. to bad the game lost. and Undertaker return was ok, but his attire was horrid indeed, but awesome hanging with matt and them.

    but yeah good weekend had lots of fun. damn those WWE bastards... ok bye.

    Current Mood: happy
    Friday, March 5th, 2004
    6:02 pm
    bored to..death...metal
    well i'm sitting here bored as hell and decided to update.


    lets see, matt called me alst night he almost apssed out at work, poor guy I was worried to death about him, he almost passed out at work. I tryed calling him at 12pm but no one answered, which indicated he was most likely at the doctors, which he was, but I still worried like mad. so matt called me later on and come to find out he had strep(sp?)throat, but he is fine so its all good. Matt is my beast friend in the world, and I dont wanna lose him.


    lets see I called Tammy today and talked to her for a little bit, she is awesome to the max, the 12th cant come fast enough, she makes me so happy. which is good. and she hopes Triple H wins at WM20..so hah! still working on getting her into death metal. she was listening to No Doubt today for gods sake... ugh. but I can look past her music preferences. her and I ahve alot in common. we both play video games, like wrestling (but no one likes wrestling as much as me and Matt) we can hold a conversation for the longest time, which is odd, considering taht I can barely hold a conversation with anyone. so its awesome, she knows about my medical condition and everything and it doesnt bother her, so tahts so awesome. always worry about telling girls about it. bvut she is cool with it, she says it isnt my fault. which is true. she so rocks! I think I might have found someone that likes me as much as I like her. we talked about what we are looking for, relationship wise, we both want somethign Long-Term, been wanting long-term for awhile. and it would be awesoem with tammy! I just hope everything goes good when we meet. I'm sure it will.

    anyways, no real wrestling new lately, which is gay. Still so excited about Wrestlemania Party, gonna be awesome. Hope The Game Can Win. also hope Kane wins, he is definently not going to, but hey..maybe. but WM 20 thus far has 12 matches.. I just hope they work in Matt hardy some how!

    music, I need to order the Ghoul Albums "We came for your dead" and "Maniaxe" as well as LordGore, Frightmare and Mechetzo. but hey i'll get those one day!

    alot of rumors saying XboxNext will not have a hardDrive, which would suck ass. so i hope it is a false rumor. anyhow i'm out of here. -Jack.

    Current Mood: happy
    Thursday, March 4th, 2004
    10:34 pm
    wow..
    havnt wrote in this thing for so long, Thought I would start doing so.

    well, nothing really new in my life, I met someone pretty awesome (so far) her name is Tammy, and she is so cool. She likes Wrestling (to an extent) she is SxE, VERY VERY NICE, pretty, awesome personality. she is magnificent.


    lets see, Matts WM20 party is coming up the 14th.. I'm pretty damn excited about it, WM20 is gonna be awesome, Going for Kane to beat taker (probably the only person going for him) and going for THE GAME, THE EBST IN THE BUSINESS TRIPLE H! to retain HIS world title!

    gonna be a damn fuun WM20 weekend, Friday Tammy and I are gonna stay at SHADOW ACRES MOTEL (scariest place on earth.. even beside a graveyard for gods sake) i'm pretty excited about it, she is so great, and saturday i'm going to Matthews which will kick total non-stop ASS! Then sunday WM20 Party at matts, i'm sure some of you think its lame, but whatever. Wrestling is awesome! Kane and Triple H are gonna win (ok kane wont obviously..but one can dare to dream) but yeah good weekend coming up very soon.


    almost forgot about music.. been listening to alot of GoreDeathMetal... Ghoul,LordGore,Machetzo, FrightMare...etc. Check them out PEOPLE!

    ok The -Jack. is gone.
    Thursday, May 22nd, 2003
    2:06 am
    EVERYONE MUST READ THIS!
    (I got this from The WWE SOCIAL FORUM.. it was linked to well..the rest explains..Havnt laughed so hard in so long)

    Someone posted this on a Shadowbane forum. This is some funny stuff about a weird guy who ruins it for ppl who are trying to have cyber sex:

    -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------


    bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight?
    BritneySpears14: Aight.
    bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah.
    BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja.
    bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I put on my robe and wizard hat.
    BritneySpears14: Oh, I like to play dress up.
    bloodninja: Me too baby.
    BritneySpears14: I kiss you softly on your chest.
    bloodninja: I cast Lvl. 3 Eroticism. You turn into a real beautiful woman.
    BritneySpears14: Hey...
    bloodninja: I meditate to regain my mana, before casting Lvl. 8 Cock of the Infinite.
    BritneySpears14: Funny I still don't see it.
    bloodninja: I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty F*ck of the Beyondness.
    BritneySpears14: You are the worst cyber partner ever. This is ridiculous.
    bloodninja: Don't f*ck with me bitch, I'm the mightiest sorcerer of the lands.
    bloodninja: I steal yo soul and cast Lightning Lvl. 1,000,000 Your body explodes into a fine bloody mist, because you are only a Lvl. 2 Druid.
    BritneySpears14: Don't ever message me again you piece of ****.
    bloodninja: Robots are trying to drill my brain but my lightning shield inflicts DOA attack, leaving the robots as flaming piles of metal.
    bloodninja: King Arthur congratulates me for destroying Dr. Robotnik's evil army of Robot Socialist Republics. The cold war ends. Reagan steals my accomplishments and makes like it was cause of him.
    bloodninja: You still there baby? I think it's getting hard now.
    bloodninja: Baby?

    -------------------

    bloodninja: Ok baby, we got to hurry, I don't know how long I can keep it ready for you.
    j_gurli3: thats ok. ok i'm a japanese schoolgirl, what r u.
    bloodninja: A Rhinocerus. Well, hung like one, thats for sure.
    j_gurli3: haha, ok lets go.
    j_gurli3: i put my hand through ur hair, and kiss u on the neck.
    bloodninja: I stomp the ground, and snort, to alert you that you are in my breeding territory.
    j_gurli3: haha, ok, u know that turns me on.
    j_gurli3: i start unbuttoning ur shirt.
    bloodninja: Rhinoceruses don't wear shirts.
    j_gurli3: No, ur not really a Rhinocerus silly, it's just part of the game.
    bloodninja: Rhinoceruses don't play games. They f*cking charge your ass.
    j_gurli3: stop, cmon be serious.
    bloodninja: It doesn't get any more serious than a Rhinocerus about to charge your ass.
    bloodninja: I stomp my feet, the dust stirs around my tough skinned feet.
    j_gurli3: thats it.
    bloodninja: Nostrils flaring, I lower my head. My horn, like some phallic symbol of my potent virility, is the last thing you see as skulls collide and mine remains the victor. You are now a bloody red ragdoll suspended in the air on my mighty horn.
    bloodninja: Goddam am I hard now.

    --------------

    Bloodninja: I lick your earlobe, and undo your watch.
    Sarah19fca: mmmm, okay.
    Bloodninja: I take yo pants off, grunting like a troll.
    Sarah19fca: Yeah I like it rough.
    Bloodninja: I smack you thick booty.
    Sarah19fca: Oh yeah, that feels good.
    Bloodninja: Smack, Smack, yeeeaahhh.
    Bloodninja: I make some toast and eat it off your ass. Land O' Lakes butter all in your crack. Mmmm.
    Sarah19fca: you like that?
    Bloodninja: I peel some bananas.
    Sarah19fca: Oh, what are you gonna do with those?
    Bloodninja: get me peanuts. Peanuts from the ballpark.
    Sarah19fca: Peanuts?
    Bloodninja: Ken Griffey Jr. Yeaaaaahhh.
    Sarah19fca: What are you talking about?
    Bloodninja: I'm spent, I jump down into the alley and smoke a fatty. I throw rocks at the cats.
    Sarah19fca: This is stupid.
    Bloodninja: Stone Cold Steve Austin gives me some beer.
    Bloodninja: Wanna Wrestle Stone Cold?
    Bloodninja: Yeeaahhhh.
    Sarah19fca: /ignore
    Bloodninja: Its cool stone cold she was a bitch anyway.
    Bloodninja: We get on harleys and ride into the sunset.

    ---------------

    Bloodninja:Wanna cyber?
    DirtyKate:OK, but don't tell anybody
    DirtyKate:Who are you?
    Bloodninja: I've got blond hair, blue eyes, I work out a lot
    Bloodninja:And I have a part time job delivering for Papa John's in my Geo Storm.
    DirtyKate:You sound sexy.. I bet you want me in the back of your car..
    Bloodninja:Maybe some other time. You should call up Papa John's and make an order
    DirtyKate: Haha! OK
    DirtyKate:Hello! I'd like an extra-EXTRA large pizza just dripping with sauce.
    Bloodninja:Well, first they would say, "Hello, this is Papa John's, how may I help you", then they tell you the specials, and then you would make your order. So that's an X-Large. What toppings do you want?
    DirtyKate:I want everything, baby!
    Bloodninja:Is this a delivery?
    DirtyKate:Umm...Yes
    DirtyKate:So you're bringing the pizza to my house now? Cause I'm home alone... and I think I'll take a shower...
    Bloodninja:Good. It will take about fifteen minutes to cook, and then I'll drive to your house.
    **pause**
    DirtyKate:I'm almost finished with my shower... Hurry up!
    Bloodninja:You can't hurry good pizza.
    Bloodninja:I'm on my way now though
    **pause**
    DirtyKate:So you're at my front door now.
    Bloodninja:How did you know?
    Bloodninja:I knock but you can't hear me cause you're in the shower. So I let myself in, and walk inside. I put the pizza down on your coffee table.
    Bloodninja:Are you ready to get nasty, baby? I'm as hot as a pizza oven
    DirtyKate:Oooohh yeah. I step out of the shower and I'm all wet and cold. Warm me up baby
    Bloodninja:So you're still in the bathroom?
    DirtyKate:Yeah, I'm wrapping a towel around myself.
    Bloodninja:I can no longer resist the pizza. I open the box and unzip my pants with my other hand. As I penetrate the gooey cheese, I moan in ecstacy. The mushrooms and Italian sausage are rough, but the sauce is deliciously soothing. I blow my load in seconds. As you leave the bathroom, I exit through the front door....
    DirtyKate:What the f**k?
    DirtyKate:You perverted piece of s**t
    DirtyKate:F**k

    ------------------

    Bloodninja: Wanna cyber?
    MommyMelissa: Sure, you into vegetables?
    Bloodninja: What like gardening an ****?
    MommyMelissa: Yeah, something like that.
    Bloodninja: Nuthin turns me on more, check this out
    Bloodninja: You bend over to harvest your radishes.
    (pause)
    MommyMelissa: is that it?
    Bloodninja: You water your tomato patch.
    Bloodninja: Are you ready for my fresh produce?
    MommyMelissa: I was thinking of like, sexual acts INVOLVING vegetables... Can you make it a little more sexy for me?
    (pause)
    Bloodninja: I touch you on your lettuce, you massage my spinach... Sexily.
    Bloodninja: I ride your buttocks, like they were amber waves of grains.
    MommyMelissa: Grain doesn't really turn me on... I was thinking more along the lines of carrots and zucchinis.
    Bloodninja: my zucchinis carresses your carrots.
    Bloodninja: Damn baby your right, this s**t is HOT.
    MommyMelissa: ...
    Bloodninja: My turnips listen for the soft cry of your love. My insides turn to celery as I unleash my warm and sticky cauliflower of love.
    MommyMelissa: What the f**k is this madlibs? I'm outta here.
    Bloodninja: Yah, well I already unleashed my cauliflower, all over your olives, and up in your eyes. Now you can't see. Bitch.
    MommyMelissa: whatever.

    --------------------------------

    BritneySpears14: Ok, are you ready?
    eminemBNJA: Aight, yeah I'm ready.
    BritneySpears14: I like your music Em... Tee hee.
    eminemBNJA: huh huh, yeah, I make it for the ladies.
    BritneySpears14: Mmm, we like it a lot. Let me show you.
    BritneySpears14: I take off your pants, slowly, and massage your muscular physique.
    eminemBNJA: Oh I like that Baby. I put on my robe and wizard hat.
    BritneySpears14: What the f*ck, I told you not to message me again.
    eminemBNJA: Oh ****
    BritneySpears14: I swear if you do it one more time I'm gonna report your ISP and say you were sending me kiddie porn you f*ck up.
    eminemBNJA: Oh ****
    eminemBNJA: damn I gotta write down your names or something
    Tuesday, May 20th, 2003
    12:23 am
    Fruity Pants are gay!
    well, I thought I would update this Motha Focka!

    Well I'm sitting here listening to the Amazing "Final Bloodbath Session" album by Mortician, I love it. The Album is just a bunch of Mortician Songs redone with a drummer instead of drum machine, and you can really tell the diference.

    Raw 2 news After E3 sounds really good, very promising sounding, September cant come fast enough, 4-player season mode, Custom Theme Music...sweet.

    Looks like I wont get to go visit sophie, which sucks ass, I wanted to meet her :-(. Matt wants me to come up in June.. but I wont get to it'll be more around august/sept before I can go. but one way or the other i'll visit someone :-)

    Working on getting a new Amp. A Randall 200 watt combo, was gonna get a half-stack but realized that it would be easier to lug around a combo instead of a half-stack, but I can also buy a cab if needed, the rogue amp I have is just to weak, no crunch, I need brutallity not Fruitallity!

    well I'm done here, later all.

    Current Mood: good
    Thursday, May 15th, 2003
    5:39 am
    E3..RAW 2... Halo 2....Doom 3.... any questions?
    My God E3 has showed some amazing stuff thus far for my Xbox.. Raw 2 looks sweet, I d/led a new trailor tonight from THQ.com and also a WMXIX for GameCube trailor.. i'll give my Opinions on both.

    Raw 2 Trailor- Graphics Wise Amazing! The Animation looks WAY WAY WAY better than Raw 1, The Story Mode looks neat.. you can complain to team mates or just beat the hell out of them if your team sucks.. hehe I love violence. The Only thing bothering me about it is the controls they look to have been improved, but only time will tell..at least the Animations Rock Out!

    WMXIX- Oh Boy, where do start. Okay lets get the good first. Blood there is blood in the game.. its looks neat the blood. but the game Graphic wise looks very Bad concidering Todays Wrestling game Standerds.. kinda saddens me, the animation looks ok. but somewhat like WM18. I hope its improved alot upon before release...no clue on story mode.. but if i had a gameCube i'd buy it cause God Told me to..errr...Triple H..and I love Wrestling!


    Halo 2 looks Unbelievable.. It all looks like CG(computer generated Movies..ala FF:the Spirit Within) it has amazing lighting effects and textures, could possible blow my ass away Next Year :-).

    Doom 3..what Can I say..Best Looking game EVER!

    there is way more..but I dont wanna get into it... Oh Wait BACKYARD WRESTLING WILL ROCK! anyways. Gonna Gte Godzilla:Destroy all monsters Melee as my next Game Purchase. oh and Speaking of Godzilla.. I have my Godzilla vs Megalon DvD now..i have watched it like 10 times in 2 days.. also I wrote a godzilla song. I love The Zilla!

    well I havnt got my CDs yet. but soon..gonna rock! later all..-Jack.

    Current Mood: excited
    Sunday, May 4th, 2003
    1:32 am
    Mortician Needs A Drummer!
    Well Im ordering 3 albums... 3 mortician Albums. Here is what I'm getting.


    Domain of Death




    Darkest Day of Horror(Zombies are badAss my New Fave Album Cover)




    Final Bloodbath Session(with a live drummer...10 years since thye used a live drummer for recording)




    Final Bloodbath Session Sample I heard was Great! as was the other two CDs. I love Mortician I hug Them..wait never mind :-)

    oh yeah and I won a Ebay bid for Godzilla vs Megalon on DvD VERY RARE!

    and yes I have my car pretty much ready to go :-) I'm Happy.

    Current Mood: happy
    Friday, May 2nd, 2003
    3:01 am
    My Friends...
    well today was pretty alright.

    I got The Sims on Xbox. I would have much rather had gotten Godzilla Destroy all Monsters melee. but they didnt have it.

    I went to the local wal-mart and saw some familiar faces I havnt seen in over 7 years. I saw derek, true he may be black, but he was one of my best friends back then. I was surprised he remembered me. Then I saw Jenna(my first girlfriend ever) we didnt exchange anywords, but I think the way she stared at me, she remembered me. She was with what I suppose is her Boyfriend, but it doesnt bother me at all. I have no emotional bond with her. But I have to Say She was Looking really good. very pretty girl. Kinda made me start thinking about the other friends I use to have here in Hohenwald sum 7 years ago. Shane,Brett,Kevin,Parker,Christa,Emily,Jennifer,Justin, Casey,Devin.and Brad(the very first real friend I ever had)..Etc. I never really hung out with the "opular" crowds, but then again I didnt care, to em they where the "Cool" kids. I'm thinking about looking them up and getting them together again, them and my new Awesome Friens(just so they dont feel left out, here is a list of them to :-) Matt,Andrew,Paula,Amanda,Kasy,Josh,Brittany,Anthony,Jessica,Alisha, Julie,(Thats All I think...maybe etc..if I forgot you..my appologies). That would be so awesome. I really dont know what to expect from everyone I ahvnt seen in a long long time, Derek seemed exactly the same. I see Shane Sometimes but I never have the nerve to say anything to him. Maybe he has forgotten I have ever existed. I dunno. Then again Maybe he is just the same as me affraid to say Hi. I really wanna rekindle some old friendships. but I dunno if that'll ever happen or not. It would be nice. But I already Love the Friends I Have now. so either way It'll all be great in the end :-) I love You Guys!

    Bye Bye
    Your Friend,
    Death Metal -Jack.

    Current Mood: good
    Thursday, April 24th, 2003
    11:42 pm


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    The Last one I posted was My DeathMetalJack name..which in fact is the wronge Journal :-) This Guy is way tougher
    Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
    10:17 pm
    TRIPLE H IS GOD!
    >1. What time is it? 10:03 PM
    >2. Name as it appears on your birth certificate: Jackie Brian Burlison

    >3. NIckname: Jack :-)
    >4. Parents name: Willie and Kathy
    >5. Number of candles on your last birthday cake: 20
    >
    >6. Date that you regularly blow them out: 11-16
    >7. Pets? none sadly.

    >8. Eye color: Brown
    >9. Hair color: blondeish brown
    >10. Piercings: none
    >
    >11. How much do you love your job?haha..ha..heh

    >12. Best gift you've received: Splinter Cell for Xbox
    >13. Sing in the shower: Yes ..actually No.
    >14. Hometown: Hohenwald

    >15. Been in love? umm...I dunno... I think I get confused easy.



    >16. Been to Africa: nope I hate the Niggers here..why would I wanna go to Africa?
    >17. Have you ever toilet papered a house? nah..
    >
    >18. Loved somebody so much it made you cry? I cried over Jess.
    >19. Been in a car accident? eh,sorta
    >
    >20. Any body markings and how many? My Chest has a Bone like pushed out..its weird looking.. besides that...nah.
    >
    >21. Favorite movie: GODZILLA! (NOT THE GAY AMERICAN GODZILLA!)
    >
    >22. Favorite holiday: Take a Mexican To Work Day!

    >23. Favorite day of the week: Friday
    >24. Favorite word or phrase: I ahve two "HHH vs. Goldberg? That would be like the unselling force meeting the unjobbable object. Truly a match made in heaven." and "a bunch of other lower to middle card wrestlers are unlikely to be pushed as the "Higher Powers" in the WWE still think that anyone over the age of 35, or Triple H are Gods gift to wrestling."
    >25. Favorite toothpaste: um.. i dont know
    >26. Favorite restaurant: Cracker Barrel!
    >27. Favorite flower: The ones I rip off a womans grave before I unbury her and fuck the rotting corpse violently :-)
    >28. Favorite drink: Dr.Pepper
    >29. Favorite sport to watch: WWE BABY!

    >30. Preferred type of ice-cream: Chocolate
    >31. Favorite Sesame Street Charactor: Triple H (he should be on there he owns them)

    >32. Favorite fast-food restaurant: JACK IN THE BOX!
    >
    >33. What color is your bedroom carpet? none

    >34.hobbies/ interests: Playing Guitar,Playing Xbox, Watching Wrestling!
    >35. Who is the last person you got an email from before this? SPAM!

    >36. What do you do most often when you are bored? VideoGames

    >37. Which single store would you choose to max out your credit
    >card?:umm..Musicians friend

    >38. Name the person that you are friends with that lives farthest
    >away: Matthew!
    >39:Most annoying thing: Niggers
    >40. Bedtime: dont have one!
    >41. Who will respond the quickest?Matt

    >42. Who is the person you sent this to that is least likely to
    >respond: ohhhhh Matt (HA JESS I SENT IT BACK!)
    >43. Favorite all-time TV show? Ultimate Muscle and you guest it the Triple H show...errr..WWE RAW!
    >44. Last person(s) you went out to dinner with: Paula,Matt,KAsy and Matts Mom Lesa! (Cracker Barrel)
    >
    >45. Last movie you saw: The New Gay...umm..Guy
    >46. Favorite music: DEATH METAL!
    >
    >47. What CD is in your CD player this second? Malevolent Creation
    >
    >48. What is your deepest fear? Triple H never losing the title.
    >49. What is your favorite color? Red
    >50. What is your dream car? Pontiac T1000 (I so Own it)
    >51. Where do you want to retire? Nebraska..why? I dont know.
    >52. What time did you finish this? 10:15

    Current Mood: blah
    9:30 pm


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    Deathmetaljack's
    Battle Imp

    is
    Who's your battle imp?
    Eaery

    Backstabbing: 3

    Dodgin': 3

    Guts: 6

    Magic Mojo: 10

    Smackdown: 4


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    Enter your name and fight.


    Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
    11:26 pm
    Oh yeah!
    well today was quite boring, I did play some video agmes played guitar and yadda yadda! i'm bored as hell.

    I've been thinking about Jessica alot, Not the Relationship part of us,no. But the friendship section, I miss that so much, we where so close, talk about anything. it was great someone I could open up to and not regret what I say, we had some awesome conversations. I regret dating her now, not that dating her was horrid, but I just miss the closeness we had, but its all over now. and I miss it.

    and I got to think alot more today, everyone will be leaving in a few months, Matt may be moving to New Jersey, Paula and Amanda are going to Clarksville. I'm gonna miss everyone. And I may End up heading out myself to PA. So, all of the friendships I have will be over in a few months, Its really depressing. I mean I'm sure we'll always be friends, But We'll never get to see each other, It sucks so bad. But Matt is rigth about the whole "You Cant Be Anything In Tennessee" I wanna be a death metal guitarist, and The Best place for me to do that is in PA, where I know people into doing DM. Sure Me and Andrew are gonna start something, but I may get Andrew to go with me to PA, I'm sure he would. That is if I go to PA. Mattw ants to be a comic Artist, and TN has nothing of that sorts which is totally Gay! so I guess he is right about leaving TN. I'll miss matt he is my best friend ever, I'd Take a Bullet for that guy. I'll misss you bro. Then Again, I really cant do much with my life, because of my limitations(heart condition). But I just wanna do one thing Play. But Still I'll be lonely when everyone is gone. even more so than I am now. Doesnt Life Just Suck ASS!

    There is a Death Metal Fest May 23-25 in Baltimore,Maryland. I wish I could go to it. 36 bands 3 days...awesome! thinking about going greyhound, hell i'll sleep outside the damn club. I dont care. I'm suppose to get my Car fixed tho :-( But I really dont wanna miss this opertunity..then again. There is always next year. Yeah Next Year! maybe i'll still get to hit the Millwakee Metal Fest in July Tho! Well I'm Done Here.. Bye Bye ALL!

    Current Mood: blah
    Monday, April 21st, 2003
    2:05 am
    Oh You Didnt Know?!?!?
    well I'm finally updating, been gone for a week. and it was a great week!


    I went over To Matts house tuesday, Right when I got there me and Kasy had to practice at his school, which the talent show was on wednesday, we jammed out 2 songs, but they made evryone cut it to one so we did our song "Man of Shadows", Then Wednesday came around and we did the Talent show, Which I think went good, no we didnt win, some Alternative band did, I can proudly say I was the Heaviest Guitarist there. We would of had a better chance of winning if only we had a drummer, but what can you do? Next year, we are gonna blow them away, gonna work on a solo for next year, and we are definently gonna find a drummer, we have a bassist. so rock on. altho i'm kinda worried about kasy I dont think he has much confidence in our band. he doesnt like his vocals, but you have to tailor your Vocals to get you're sound, he just has to get down the sound he wants. But Next Year, Oh Yeah. they also made me run through The PA...my god Running a guitar through a PA sounds like Shit on a Stick, But Next Year I'll have my Kickass Half-Stack, maybe full-stack by that time :-) and I will use my Stack and thats the bottom line!

    anyhow, then later on taht same wednesday night Paul and Julie came over to where matt lives, he wasnt home he was at work at the time, and we watched the great Toxic Avenger 4:Cintizin' Toxie, I love that movie. I think Julie Enjoyed it, How could you not? then Julie had to leave so I rode back with them to let julie out, me,Paula and Kasy went and picked up andrew from his crib, and we went to the park, we all swung and stuff. nothing of importance really happen there. we also ewent to wal-mart and saw Amanda, but I only Talked/Seen her for a few seconds(sorry amanda). I bought the new OXM(good demo by the way)then we went back to Matts/Kasy House and we hung out there, me,andrew and kasy played Magic ALOT! it was great. then matt came home from work and we just all sat around and talked.

    Thursday I cant remember much about, but I do know Paula came over around 9 and stayed til like 2, we watch some movie that had this wigga in it, it was fucking Hilarious.

    Friday Andrew and Paula came up, we where previously suppose to go to The DeadLock show, but Paula had to go to work earlier than the show started, which kinda sucks, but its all good. so we watched the movie If I can remember the name "Legend of the Chupacabwa"(sp?) its a troma movie, I really like it, Andrew,Paula and Kasy didnt seem to care much for it, But I thought it was great. they had to leave around 6-7 or something, then that was about if for that day.

    Saturday rolled around, Me,Matt,Paula and Andrew hung out, when me and matt went to meet them, we got the bright Idea "we dont need to take but only 3 CDs, WWE Anthology" I dunno what the fuck we where thinking, By the time Paula and them made it, I was also mental, as was matt I believe, Thank God Andrew Brought his CDs. We went to Toys R Us, where Matt dug some chick that winded up being married(sorry bro) then we went to great escape, where I bought a Awesome CD by the band Exmortem I Love there sound, Old School Sound to a point, I wanna have a band that sounds similar, so great! the album is called "Dejected in Obscurity" I recommend it. we saw a Emo Clone of Andrew it was scary..it looked just like andrew but with Glasses. odd. Then we headed back to Matts, Where Andrew and Matt had a Backyard wrestling match, I was GM/Referee, It was hilarious, I Think ANdrew does the Worse moves every. But Eventually Andrew won(thats how we planned it) It was hilarious, Kasy recorded it while Matts Mom and Paula watched. Then Afterwards Me and Kasy sat up the music equipment for more recording, Me and Kasy Jammed out with our two songs, then I went solo play, I played by myself for like 20 mins straight, It was great I went crazy, and its all on tape Baby(well most of it, the running jump knee slide thing didnt get recorded :-() but It was fun. Then Andrew and Matt Played Which was cool, and Andrew somehow made almost every song have the same lyrics "Beast is Gay!" it was some funny shit. then after all that was done everyone left.

    then sunday rolled around, Me,Matt and Kasy watched "The Punisher" with awesome Dolph! then afterwards I went home. and here I am now. Great Week! I probably left out alot, but what can you do?

    Long Post Huh? I agree. Oh and Before I forget, SOPHIE WHERE ARE YOU?!?!? I miss talking to you girly :-(

    Current Mood: happy
    Monday, April 14th, 2003
    12:03 am
    + power rangers/ninja turtles: ninja turtles
    + boxers/briefs: boxers
    + elmo/grover: Grover
    + Rosie O'Donnel/Caroline Rhea: Caroline cause she was on sabrina..i didnt watch it or anything...who am I kidding I liked that show.
    + Who Wants To Be A Millionare/The Weakest Link: Pyramid, Donny Osmond is HOTT! errr...I eman..I hate GamesShows!
    + Men/Women: women
    + Sunglasses/Hats: neuther really.
    + punk/emo: Death metal Please!
    + 2%/Skim: I hate Milk of any kind.
    + Spanish/French: ummm...guess.
    + White meat/Red meat: white
    + AIM/MSN: aim
    + Kazaa/Imesh: neither..I buy my CDs
    + 50 Cent/Eminem: They both need strung up.
    + BMX/Skateboarding: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
    + South Park/Simpsons: The Simpsons
    + chap stick/lip balm: Chap
    + Past/Present: present
    + Bugs Bunny/Mickey Mouse: bugs bunny
    + DVD/VHS: dvd

    How many times a day do you...

    * masturbate: umm..let me count.
    * play that song: I play "A Change in Seasons" quite ofton
    * eat: Alot...
    * get online(& How long): around 7-8 and stay on for a long time..i'm a loser.
    * Write: been writting Interviews like a mad man.
    * Talk to someone: depends really.
    * Shower: ehh..sometimes none but other than that once a day.
    * Jump around in circles: never actually
    * Lose something(and what): cant think of anything.
    * Use the phone: like 2 times a day.
    * Lie: I try not to.
    * Shave(and what part): My face..but not everyday
    * want to kill yourself: All the time, I'm such Emo/Goth Trash I Hate Myself..WAH WAH WAH!
    * want to beat up a rent a cop: ok..

    Favorites...

    & Film Genre(s): Violence...wait.
    & Item on your keychain: keys
    & Computer/Video Game: Project Gotham Racing at the moment.
    & Painter: dont have one
    & Person : (tie) andrew and matt
    & Way to eat coconut: I hate Coconuts
    & Relative: My Little Neices and Nephews They so rock!
    & Font: umm.. Comic Sans I believe
    & Method of torture: Slow Dismemberment!
    & Electronics Brand: Microsoft(I support Bill gates because well, if he takes over the world I wanna be on his side)
    & STD: Aids Cause AIDS CURES FAGS!
    & Color for sheets: white with Cats on them!
    & Away message:part of the song "Cum Fucked Face of Death"
    & Reason to miss school: Hatred
    & Phrase/Quote: ..dont have one COOLIO!
    & Way to relax: Lay in bed and listen to Dream Theater
    & Assassination: Martin Luther Koon!
    & Number system: Numerical!

    What would it be...

    ^ What superpower would you have: SuperHuman Stregth and Invulnurability.. I would KILL AND RAPE EVERYONE just for the hell of it.
    ^ What fetish would you have: Shoe Fetish..oh god SHOES!!!!
    ^ What historical figure would you fight: Abraham Lincoln he freed the slaves.
    ^ What mythological being would you be: Owen Hart
    ^ What animal would you marry? Pikachu
    ^ What weapon would you use on Godzilla: My Chuncky Dick Snot
    ^ What commercial would you get rid of: any commercials that involve Vin Diesal
    ^ What new holiday would you create: Kill a Asian Day!

    If you had _____ you would...

    % Ten Million Dollars:buy equipment
    % A hammer: Smash Some Faces In!
    % Two toothpicks: Gougeout someones Eyes!
    % A celebrity slave: Face Fuck Them!
    % A pet monkey: Face Fuck It!
    % An airplane: Wreck it into the new world trade towers when they are built.
    % A movie theater: get alot of people into it and then lock the doors letting out chemicals that would destroy there respiration system so they would suffocate slow and painful... Thank You!
    % Four dancing clowns: Run them over with the clown Car
    % A Mafia: Kill EVery Neegro in a gang.
    % A magical stick: Stab People in the face with it.
    % Marlon Brando: Cut his stomach open and Fuck the Bleeding Hole!
    % Three flashlights and some cheese: stuff cheese into some girls vagina, wih one flash light shove it deep into her, Then Stick one in her Ass Til She Starts Anal Hemerging, Then Shove Number 3 Down her Throat to shut her stupid ass up!
    % No power: sleep.
    % To write a book: haha!
    % A jungle: Let the animals have it.
    % A time machine: Go back and Assinate Martin Luther King before he is born and also Abe Lincoln
    % One Dollar: buy nachos
    % Lost the internet: more Xbox
    % Killed someone: Fuck There Corpse.
    % No life: hehe already at that point
    % To live with someone you hate: kill them.
    % Thirteen ghosts: gay fucking movie!
    % An obsession with cleaning your ears: stab my eardrums out.
    % Amnesia: what?

    Have you ever wished...

    ! That you were someone else (who): no not really.
    ! To be stuck on an island by yourself: nope.. well if my Xbox was there..maybe.
    ! For penguins to invade your city: umm..sure..
    ! That the animals in the zoo would be free: yes.
    ! For that wedgie to go away: right-o
    ! That you were in Austrailia: no
    ! That you invented something no one needed: hahah Rap
    ! To speak every language: yah!
    ! For that one person to shut their trap: yes by being mauled by a bear.
    ! To get rid of pop-ups forever: yah!
    ! That you didn't know anything: no
    ! To star in a sitcom: nope
    ! For Batman or Superman to save your life: I AM BATMAN!
    ! That you could do the polka: err..sure
    ! To beat an orange to a pulp: no
    ! That you could play an instrument(which one): Guitar better
    Random Questions. Or the Final stretch...

    $ Who is Tony Clifton: the dead guy in my closet?
    $ Do you watch Animal Planet regularly: nope..dont have Cable nor Sat.
    $ When was the last time you smelled your socks: not sure.
    $ What day do you wish it was: umm..tuesday
    $ Which Jackie Chan movie would you be in: Twin Dragons so I could tell him what a horrible mistake he made for doing this utter crap.
    $ If there was a man standing on your toilet, what would you say: Piss in his mouth.
    $ What question would you add to this survey: none
    $ How many dimes in $23.65: 47
    $ When will you grow up: never
    $ How much would it cost for a new haircut: 5
    $ When was your last haircut: about 3 years ago.
    $ Are you always this bored: yeap.
    $ What are your thoughts on crying: I see nothing wronge with it.
    $ The perfect vacation would be: Death metal Fest In Europe
    $ Did you know Ms. Cleo was a fraud: she is black..what else would she be?
    $ How about those Jamaican accents: hahaha dumb Coons!
    $ Why didn't you show up last night: I was fucking Matts Mom.
    $ What is the best thing you could ever do: not..I dunno.
    $ Which decade was the best in America: today
    $ How many questions were on this survey: like 56
    Sunday, April 13th, 2003
    8:32 pm
    When you thought she was gone, she appears and the sadness begins again.
    well, today was ok, I finally went and got my Car from my brothers, the brakes are so abd on it, its crazy, getting new ones on it ASAP! I love my car tho. also i updated my site, Matt Loveless Interview Now up.

    I saw someone today that made me sad. Jasmine is her name, a girl that I knew when I lived here(hohenwald) the first time. she did one of the meanest things ever. she is the girl that asked me out, then said "I lied, I would never date a loser Like you", of course that was a good while back, but its my foundess memory from Hohenwald, Sadly. Maybe its a good thing she tore me down like that, maybe because of that it taught me to be a better person mentally. I really dont know, It makes me realize how cruel people can be sometimes. maybe she has changed. I hope so. but it also makes me realize something about myself, made me realize, I can be very shallow at points, and that makes me feel like a very bad guy. I'm gonna try harder not to be so shallow torwards the opposite sex. maybe, one day everyone will realize its not right to base everything on one characteristic from a person. I need to learn that myself as well. I hope at least one person that reads this will take that into consideration.

    I'm gone. DM-J.

    Current Mood: uncomfortable
    Saturday, April 12th, 2003
    11:56 pm
    yes sir.
    ANGER
    1. Who did you last get angry with? no one really.
    2. What is your weapon of choice? Guitar
    3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Nope
    4. How about of the same sex? depends.
    5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? no clue.
    6. What is your pet peeve? hmmm..dunno
    7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I dont stick with grudges

    SLOTH
    1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Sleep
    2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? umm..I wake up at different times all the time.
    3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Alisha
    4. What is the last lame excuse you made? none really
    5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? Yes
    6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? haha never
    7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? once then go back to sleep.

    GLUTTONY
    1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? umm..Mountain Dew
    2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? White
    3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?. none
    4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? No
    5. Do you have an issue with your weight? im to skinny i think.
    6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? salty(I ahte my arteries apparently)
    7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"? heh..no

    LUST
    1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? ummm..hmmm
    2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family? not sure.
    3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? yes actually
    4. Have you "done it"? Corpses Count?
    5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Mouth
    6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? nope
    7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? no, i'm not a dirty slut. I also avoid Gangbangs.

    GREED
    1. How many credit cards do you own? none
    2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Dollar general..Panasonic Batteries are awesome
    3. If you had $1 million, what would you do? Buy alot of Band Equipment and a neat-o Car.
    4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? faumous
    5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? nope
    6. Have you ever stolen anything? yes
    7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? none
    PRIDE
    1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? My Interview With jay of Goratory.. right now anyhow.
    2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? heh..nothing.
    3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? Perform a DeathMetal Show for a crowd of 17
    4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? not really.
    5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? yes, Marvel vs Capcom 2, anyone?
    6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Yes
    7. What did you do today that you're proud of? umm... Played Guitar

    ENVY
    1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? umm... nothing really.
    2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces"? nope not in this life time.
    3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Anyonee..? no one.. I rather be me.
    4. Have you ever been cheated on? no, I dont guess.
    5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? heh yes.
    6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? umm...none i can think of.
    7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? not really no.
    8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? hmmm...lust maybe?

    The Seven Heavenly Virtues:

    FAITH
    1. What religion do you follow? none
    2. What religion were you raised as? umm..christian
    3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? Human property
    4. Do you believe in magic? yes, I love McDonalds!
    5. What was the last promise you broke? I dunno..
    6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? hahahahhahahahhahaha what was the question?
    7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? nope..except Mr.Perfect..But I guess the Cocain was Imperfect.

    HOPE

    1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? I suppose
    2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? Half-Stack
    3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? Yes Sir, or Ma'am
    5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? No
    6. Do you gamble? lol no
    7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? umm...maybe?

    CHARITY
    1. What causes do you support? None
    2. What causes have you given money or time to? none
    3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? No
    4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel? umm..maybe
    5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? HAHAH what the Dumb Crazy Coons?
    6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? nope
    7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? let them borrow my musical equipment?

    FORTITUDE
    1. What are you most afraid of? Tornados
    2. What did you do today that was really brave? walked outside.
    3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? Ryu(and Ken), Cause Well He(they) Kicks All The Ass!
    4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue? n/a someone? maybe..depends.
    5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? heart
    6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? If so, when? noper
    7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? both

    JUSTICE
    1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? No
    2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? i'd go.. no use being a pussy about it.
    3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? yes.
    4. Which should be guaranteed legal? your mom. or Matts Mom, she is Pricey. (hehe kidding matt)
    5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? yes Geroge Bush... The Man That Loves to Kill Rag Heads!
    6. What was your favorite media circus trial? huh?
    7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? nope

    TEMPERANCE
    1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? hard to stop myself from playing Project Gotham Racing..and I pay the price with Lack of sleep.
    2. Do you collect anything? not really.
    3. Are you addicted to anything? Caffine
    4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? nope,if I cant pay it right then and there, I dont need it that bad.
    5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? cash
    6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do? Matts Mom.(HAHHA!)
    7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? depends on what it is I suppose.

    PRUDENCE
    1. Who is the wisest person you know? probably, Matt Loveless
    2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? sure..I guess..what..I really dont understand..SHUT UP! I'm gonna cry...Stop :-(
    3. Do you take advice when it's given? sometimes.
    4. What area are you wisest in? Marvel Vs Capcom 2
    5. Do you drive defensively? i just drive.
    6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? nah..i'm a lame son of a bitch.
    7. What did you learn today? Project Gotham Racing Is Very Addictive.
    8. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? and again Matts Mom! (I'm so lame..sorry matt)
    8:29 pm
    Dreams in a Theater!
    1) A Change Of Seasons(by Dream Theater) (23:06)
    - Mike Portnoy

    I. The Crimson Sunrise [00:00]
    (Instrumental)

    II. Innocence [03:50]
    I remember a time
    My frail, virgin mind
    watched the crimson sunrise
    Imagined what it might find
    Life was filled with wonder
    I felt the warm wind blow
    I must explore the boundaries
    Transcend the depth of winter's snow
    Innocence caressing me
    I never felt so young before
    There was so much life in me
    Still I longed to search for more
    But those days are gone now
    Changed like a leaf on a tree
    Blown away forever
    into the cool autumn breeze
    The snow has now fallen
    and my sun's not so bright
    I struggle to hold on
    with the last of my might
    In my den of inequity
    viciousness and subtlety
    struggle to ease the pain
    struggle to find the sane
    Ignorance surrounding me
    I've never been so filled with fear
    All my life's been drained from me
    The end is drawing near....

    III. Carpe Diem [06:54]
    'Carpe diem, seize the day'
    I'll always remember
    The chill of November
    The news of the fall
    The sounds in the hall
    The clock on the wall ticking away
    'Seize the Day'
    I heard him say
    Life will not always be this way
    Look around
    Hear the sounds
    Cherish your life while you're still around

    "Gather ye rosebuds while ye may, [Sample is James Waterston from ]
    Old Time is still a-flying; [the film "Dead Poet's Society". ]
    And this same flower that smiles today, [From the poem "To The Virgins, To]
    Tomorrow will be dying." [Make Much Of Time" by Robert ]
    [Herrick. ]

    We can learn from the past
    But those days are gone
    We can hope for the future
    But there might not be one
    The words stuck in my mind
    alive from what I've learned
    I have to seize the day
    To home I returned
    Preparing for her flight
    I held with all my might
    Fearing my deepest fright
    She walked into the night
    She turned for one last look
    She looked me in the eye
    I said, 'I Love You...Good-bye'

    "It's the most awful thing you'll [Various samples mainly John ]
    ever hear." [Voight from the film "Table For ]
    "If you're lying to me..." [Five", some are from the film ]
    "Oh, you dearly love her." ["Dead Poet's Society". ]
    "...just have to leave... all our lives."
    "Seize the day!"
    "Something happened."
    "Gather ye rosebuds while ye may."
    "She was killed."

    IV. The Darkest of Winters [10:08]
    (Instrumental)

    V. Another World [13:01]
    So far or so it seems
    All is lost with nothing fulfilled
    Off the pages and the T.V. screen
    Another world where nothing's true
    Tripping through the life fantastic
    Lose a step and never get up
    Left alone with a cold blank stare
    I feel like giving up
    I was blinded by a paradise
    Utopia high in the sky
    A dream that only drowned me
    Deep in sorrow, wondering why
    Oh come let us adore him
    Abuse and then ignore him
    No matter what, don't let him be
    Let's feed upon his misery
    Then string him up for all the world to see
    I'm sick of all you hypocrites
    holding me at bay
    And I don't need your sympathy
    to get me through the day
    Seasons change and so can I
    Hold on Boy, No time to cry
    Untie these strings, I'm climbing down
    I won't let them push me away
    Oh come let us adore him
    Abuse and then ignore him
    No matter what, don't let him be
    Let's feed upon his misery
    Now it's time for them to deal with me

    VI. The Inevitable Summer [16:59]
    (Instrumental)

    VII. The Crimson Sunset [20:12]
    I'm much wiser now
    A lifetime of memories
    run through my head
    They taught me how
    for better or worse, alive or dead
    I realize there's no turning back
    Life goes on the offbeaten track
    I sit down with my son
    Set to see the Crimson Sunset
    (Gather ye rosebuds while ye may)
    Many years have come and gone
    I've lived my life, but now must move on
    (Gather ye rosebuds while ye may)
    He's my only one
    Now that my time has come
    Now that my life is done
    We look into the sun
    'Seize the day and don't you cry,
    Now it's time to say good-bye
    Even though I'll be gone,
    I will live on, live on.'

    Current Mood: tired
    Friday, April 11th, 2003
    11:08 pm
    I Never Felt So Disposable..
    well i'm bored to death, thinking about playing Project Gotham Racing, The Game is insanely fun, usually I dont care for racing games, but I just cant stop playing it.

    Gonna go get my car tomorrow for sure, thank God Finally. but cant really drive it too much, til I get Insurance. oh well, one thing at a time, I was trying to rush getting my license and stuff so I could take Alisha out for her birthday, then it dawned on me, why? I'm gonna take my sweet time before I do anything. I will get my license soon enough sure, but I also need to get new brakes put on my car, and also a new tire, in terms i'm gonna get 4 new tires, and some hub caps(my car has none..and I hate that) and I also need to get me a CD player, but i'm not gonna fret over that right now, the essentials is what I need first! For a car that only cost 150 bucks, thats not bad at all (it only cost 150 cause my brother sold it to me, Thank God) I really like it. and people who think older model cars are junk, you can go down.

    Been listeninf to alot of Melevolant(sp) creation lately, they are awesome as hell! i love the solos, also listen to the song "A Change of Seasons" by Dream Theater, 23 mins long, but very good, I love there lyrics, very awesome!

    I'm really excited about the band me and andrew are gonna do when I get my new Equipment, not sure if Britty is still interested in doing bass or not. probably not considering its taking me so long to get anything started. but I need to get good equipment and shit before I do anything Band Oriented. I hate Saving. But hey It'll be worth it!

    I have gotton Positive feedback from the interview I conducted with Jay, I'm gonna get tons more, thinking about converting my website into a Death metal Page..but probably not, I just like doing this stuff cause I like it, and well thats what my website is about, me. not to be conceited or anything, just a personal website.

    Oh yeah and RAW 2 is scheduled for a summer 2003 release, YAY i'm very excited about that agme, Yes My Video game/Wrestling Geek Just Came out there, but then again, I like Being a Video game/Wrestling Geek! oh yeah and by the way Goldberg sucks my KIK!

    well, I guess i'm gonna go now. Til Next Time. DM-J.

    Current Mood: good
    Thursday, April 10th, 2003
    10:09 pm
    its up!
    I finally got Jay from goratorys interview up, (http://www.angelfire.com/me5/deathmetaljack/interviews.html) he was a very good guy to do this, and we are gonna do a follow up interview with him after the 3rd CD is released, I gotta start with my on my questions for Grim of NunSlaughter now. Later all. oh and read the interview!

    Current Mood: accomplished
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